a blog inspired by the existential dread calendar
you can find that here.
Week 797
- Saw a red fox in my neighborhood. Watched it dart off the road and through the woods.
- My math teacher irritates me. She's quite loud and she seems to hate my friend.
- A couple of whitetail does ran through my yard today, their backs soaked by the rain.
- I'm having a slice of pizza and a bottle of Jarritos for dinner. It's garbage food, but Jarritos is nostalgic for me.
Week 855
- wow, it's been a long time.
- accidentally dropped a bowl of soup which shattered on the floor and splashed on me. there are mild burns on my neck and chest.
- my grandmother is in the hospital.
- I'm very anxious lately.
Week 856
- I nearly slept in this morning (7 Jan 2026). Woke up at 6AM and saw the moon out my window. Thought my alarm had gone off at the wrong time but I got up anyways.
- I'm still getting used to putting 2026 in the date.
- Next week is finals week. I'm failing English. I'm nearly failing Earth and Environmental. I feel nauseous.
- the person sitting behind me is eating in class and I hate the noise.
Week 861
- My grandmother is alright now. Sorry I'm so inconsistent with this project.
- I feel odd lately. Like I'm dreaming.
- Speaking of, last night I had a dream about choking on my own blood. This is the third or fourth time I've dreamt of that.